April 2011
34 posts
nothing ever works out.
o hai tumblr
yeah, i keep forgetting about you because my life is so god damn HECTIC i don’t have time to sit down and look at 93709287509873 posts about all the things in life that are better than what i have.
goddddd i sound bitter.
myheartisfilledwithate:
i no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. but i was beginning to believe that very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you would meet someone who was exactly right for you. not because he was perfect, or you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two seperate beings to hinge together.
damn,
finally said my goodbyes to Zack tonight. still wondering if this was the right thing.
it’s not like it matters though… no turning back, now.
I might
actually know what direction to send my heart in now. I just hope with everything in me, he won’t let me down, that he won’t be like everyone else has ever been.
When I wake up right before my alarm's about to...
and i go to sleep for the extra minute..
then one minute turns into 3O minutes but..
the other kids rushing to class…
and i’m like..
so i walk in late ..
and the teacher dont say shit..
When your friends mention something bad while your...
w0lf:
li0nshlong:
MINA MINA MINA MINA MINA
head vs. heart
What do I do? -_-
seriously,
need to stop following my emotions &just rationalize for once.
March 2011
54 posts
guess I got what I deserved
&he’ll probably never speak to me again. but I suppose that life goes on.
now its time to get my shit together school wise so I’m not failing anymore.
i am gonna FUCKKK your SHIT up bitch.
don’t mess with me. do not.
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i am failing my first college class. extreme bummer. how much is that going to ruin my GPA? hmm… -_- and i have to give a speech today when will shit ever start looking up?
once again,
i have put myself in a really fucking awkward situation. &confusion ensues. it’s so hard to love one person, and like another, at the same time.
oh, but love is not for me.
i promise, love is not for me.